STATEMENTS

2007-02-25T22:16:00.000+08:00

im overwhelmed by vioolent emotions now.

GEKED + FREAKED

i want go leeleemui hse bai nian &see her the other side ! WHY IS SHE NOT MY PHYSCIS TEACHER !!!!!! ARGH GEKEDDDDD.

leon is not suaning me at all today. WAD HAPPENED TO HIMMMM ?!?!?! why he suddenly so niceeeeeee. IM FREAKEEEDDDDD.

ohmygosh wad a night

2007-02-25T12:36:00.000+08:00

im thinking of getting u out of my life. i guess it's time.

boooo i wanna watch phantom of the operaaaaaaaaaaa. songhua is a lucky piece of ass ARGH.

today is sunday. means tml is monday. means tml got sch. wabianggggggg.

hualala 123 wont u come &count with me. shalala 8910 wont u come &count again.

i miss friends whom i lost contact with, namely my pri sch friends &some others.

wad's up with blogger damn it

2007-02-24T21:54:00.000+08:00

the feeling is like a mother who has just lost her child.

an irresponsible mother.

i dont blame anyone but myself.

why couldnt i ....?
why must i....?
i thought....
i was sure tht....

yet i was fucking wrong.

hey its not ur fault, its mine.

i just hope tht whoever took it, took it by accident.
DAMN im forcing myself to think the world's a beautiful place.

wtf tht's smth new for me to be scared of.

im sorry hwee &day.

:(

2007-02-24T11:35:00.000+08:00

boooooooo i hope toot toot toot toot toot toot toot.

ok u dunno wad im hoping for nehneh.

my teeth are back to hurt like shiat again. it's bad real bad.

DAMN ITS SO UNFAIR. i had a nasty experience in sec2 so i took great care of my teeth. I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY THE FREAKING FILLING HAS TO DROP OUT ?! damn tht dentist. now im in so much pain again.

i rmb ytd i was just telling irene not to eat too much panadols lest she gets overdependant on it.

now i know how she feels. tooooooooooooooooooot

curse my teeth:(

2007-02-22T21:07:00.000+08:00

first of all i wanna say smth disgustingly true.

i failed my hist.
yes, fuck.
:(( wtf i felt so confident before going in alright whatever.

ok i realised i spelt mos burger as mos burgeT in my previous entry. hahaha how can i ever make this kinda mistake

alright.
on wed no i mean tues. i went visting at friends' hse. went out with fei-lis &xiaopeng. miss ya adeline:/

went to xp's hse first. his bro bloody cute ok.

then lynna's hse. HAHA im still amused by juat's courage to talk about lynna's father's "son in law":)

then valerie's hseee. her mom didnt cook her delicious beehoon this yr:/ played mahjong for a while before setting off to meet Irene

2007-02-22T21:06:00.000+08:00

i kept poor irene waiting for about 4o mins heh heh paiseh. but she very nice la she nv REALLY complained:p

then randy brought us to jon's hse. kiwi &his girl also there. watched eight below. nice lo. think we finished the show in about 40 mins ? coz fastforward to all the dogs parts.

fought with irene over chai's blog she zam-ed my v. wabiang blooody cruel of her. stupid vm.

played arcade in westmall when we couldnt get to watch norbit. I LIKE THT HOCKEY THINGY GAME. EFFING FUN !:DD though my arms ache like shiat after tht.

2007-02-22T21:00:00.000+08:00

ytd finally got to watch norbit:D bloody funny ok

aunty looks at randy : u sure u of age ?

randy : err ya(taking out his ic)

me : eh aunty he 17 alr

aunty : aiya play safe better let me see la

randy shows, aunty satisfied

me : aunty i need show u ?

aunty : aiya u dunid la

HAHA im amused:) maybe i should try for m18 movies:DD

ok some random stuff.
im freaking full now.
I LOVE FLOORBALL:D
err im bored

if my amaths ct nv get single digit, u treat me icelemontea.
if my amaths ct get single digit, u treat me mos burger.

im pretty sure i'll get my mos burger

2007-02-19T22:51:00.000+08:00

YES GOD IS BEAUTIFUL:D

1. go catch ghost rider if u havent ! IT'S FOR COOL PPL LIKE ME &ME:D

2. CAUSEWAY PT GOT MOS BURGET !:DD

3. I GOT TESTIM FROM AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! SO IM FEELING FREAKING AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH NOW ! YAY:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D irene says i should go buy 4D coz its so not like him to do wad he did !

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH:DD YAY:D:D:D:D

2007-02-19T07:37:00.000+08:00

i give thanks to You Lord. thank You:)

i thank lala, youwei &pris also. xie xie ni men

2007-02-18T23:06:00.000+08:00

IM FEELING BLOODY URGH NOW. TO HELL WITH NEW YR. I DONT FEEL E NEW YR MOOD AT ALL. AT LEAST FOR NOW.

hey u bro. i put my trust &faith in u. dont disappoint ppl again. dont disappoint me again. i wish i knew u a tad more. damn u dont even know tht i knew about -.

moving on.

WHY THE FUCK CANT I JUST MOVE ON. I SEE HIS TOOT &I GET ALL FUCKED UP. AGAIN. WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. WHY IZZIT SO EASY FOR HIM &SO HARD FOR ME ?!

oh ya i just rmbed. coz he nv fucking really loved me in THE FIRST PLACE. im just a substitute HUH.

ok i'd just let off wad i should let off months ago. i wonder why it took me so long. I FUCKING WONDER WHY.

PANGWENHUI ITS HIGH TIME U LET GO. WAD IS UR RSHIP COMPARED TO OTHERS ? WORSE THAN SHIAT I TELL U.

TO ALL THOSE LOVEY DOVEYS OUT THERE. FUCK OFF.

yes wenhui is a bitch. now u learn smth new about her

2007-02-17T16:12:00.000+08:00

ARGH I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE !

i just looked at that girl mtv, AGAIN.

&i melt, AGAIN.

GOSH damn it why is he so bloody freaking hot ?!

i like shopping with big chai:D though i almost always make her wait for me for uhm. quite long:p LOVE YA BIGCHAI !:D

2007-02-16T23:12:00.000+08:00

:)

who needs them to be happpy ?

well i know i dont.

it's back to u again sweetie. u're back. i'll be here:)

2007-02-16T19:13:00.000+08:00

YAY i nv nv nv nv regret going to sch today ! kinda fun &mad. 4L ROCKS UR SMELLY SOCKS. i think mszeng &mdmlim love us manymany. well..

this yr is the jin1 zhu1 nian2:D

shall post pics when i have them.

ohya before i forget. i LOVE MY MOMMY ! we were at fairprice then i was praying she will walk over so tht i can errrherrrmmm. smth:)

&SHE FREAKING DID ! wheeeeeee lalalalalalala

happy chi new yr eve's eve !:)

2007-02-15T19:58:00.000+08:00

lalala ok im super excited now tht ct is over ! hahaha im sooo excited lalalalalalala.

ANNA WANG IS MY ROLE MODEL ! dont ask me why. saw her with her mom at harbour front ytd. ac got this super nice valentines shirt ok ! rv also not bad. got commontest.

some bastard told lester about my caption for THAT photo. MUST BE. boo

ok this entry is just some crap to entertain myself. pls proceed on to the earlier entry of today:)

FRANKIE J !:D

2007-02-15T16:32:00.000+08:00

sure he's not as cute as jesseM. BUT STILL !!

this hottie's frankie J. i tell u his voice is like weeeeeeeeeeeee-u-weeet !
super hot k his voice ! damn if my boyf has his voice i'll make him sing to me 24/7.

THAT GIRL
check it out his voice turns u liquid:)

< random >
amaths is a piece of fish.
i shall stop degrading myself.
I CAN FINALLY SHOP FOR CLOTHES IN PEACE:D
u suck.
< /random >

2007-02-14T18:28:00.000+08:00

its the day of love &yea love is certainly in the air.

no im not talking about myself, as u can see from e evidence of my picture.

YES IT'S MY PICTURE:) i couldnt find anythg interesting so i thought why not just draw one. since my art ACE like totallyyyyyy.

im not jealous la. i might be only attached to my beloveddddd zeee. but i still feel loved. came to class &found a table full of sweets &what not. i love my friends:)

may all who's attached stay attached &may those who aren't, stay tht way. HAHA ok im really only joking i also wanna find my mr right de OK.

oh ya today is also another special day. its our V day:) it's a V for V-, not valentine. HAHA -pays tribute to vm irene-

happy valentine to all &happy V day to all the Vmembers !

:)

2007-02-13T19:51:00.000+08:00

I woke up at 5 when i set my alarm at 4. damn should have really set it at 3.

HE is a boy.

SHE is a girl.

IT is an adorable pig.

YOU shut up, quit talking.

i only dare to put this because i know melvin &lester will nv be here.
:)

2007-02-12T22:13:00.000+08:00

wad am i, doing here instead of memorising ammonia sulphuric acid ? now where's my speed of reaction notes..

damn im so effing tired i couldnt concentrate on anythg at all. maybe i'll wake up at 4 to study. i better set my alarm at 3 then.. im turning nocturnal.

yeahhhhhh im blogging like a sec4 alr.
sigh, feels like ytd when i carried my bag high, socks high, centreparting short hair, shoelaces falling on the outside into rv.

how time flies YAWN

suddenly so many ppl seem to be burdened with some kind of a problem. i tried helping &im freaking tired now. ESP YOU. i feel like just leaving u on ur own but i cant. not when u need somebody so much, not when u helped me out before.

im not staying by u out of gratitude. i insist on staying by u coz i love u my friend. i care. but u just refuse to acknowledge tht dont u ?

2007-02-12T17:56:00.000+08:00

hist was :/. my confidence went down the drain the moment i read the questions. ARGH.

cny is coming coming im sooo egggcited.

im still freaking full from the favourite-cupnoodle, siewmai tht i ate bout an hour ago. BURRRRP.

oh yes. i decided to put up some random facts about me. so be a kind soul &click on "profile".
:)

HUALALA 123 WONT U COME &COUNT WITH ME.
yeah im bored

2007-02-11T23:02:00.000+08:00

thank u all for presenting me this award.. i will like to thank MSVIJAY, songhua, melvin, weekiat for enlightening me..

damn im really feeling liddat now. hahaha i feel like my hist has jumped a few thousand grades (if there really are a few thousand grades)

ok i can see some contorted faces.
ALRIGHT im not saying tht my hist will get A1 tml. but, CANT I JUST FEEL LIKE I WOULD. comeon dont deprive me of my chance to dream. so if u are about to suan me, shut ur gap:)

lalala i went to lib with bigchai today i sing to the world : QM ROCKS:D

2007-02-11T12:44:00.000+08:00

i must do well for hist ! i must do my favourite woman proud ! i must !!

songhua rocks !:D

2007-02-10T22:24:00.000+08:00

i stupidly left my journal in sch so i had to go take it this morn. had fun talking to lala on the way there though:)

i had fun with irene toooo:)

i saw my enemy with a huge black hairband, had a good laugh tooo:)

BUT. .....
i think im losing a friendship, or have i lost it alr ? wad happened to our being there for each other ? wad exactly happened to u ?
, my dear friend.

Father i wish i could do smth to help:/

2007-02-10T18:51:00.000+08:00

OK SO I CANNOT VIEW BLOGS WITH "-" BEHIND OR INFRONT OF E URL.

&MY BLOG URL IS STATEMENTS-.COM

FISH MAN THIS IS THE MOST RIDICULOUS THING I'VE EVER COME ACROSS.

so im gonna post posts without being able to see my posts on my blog.
im not gonna be able to read my tags.
im not gonna be able to. err. cant tink of any alr.

BECAUSE I CANT FREAKING VIEW MY BLOG.

boo.

2007-02-10T18:30:00.000+08:00

huh why i cannot view my blog

2007-02-09T23:39:00.000+08:00

in case u are retarded,
yes i am angry.

BOO i feel like im a toy foooook u.
(sigh, the resemblance)

nvtheless i feel like a good wonderful girl i think i successfully made my enemy feel better i am proud of myself:)
comeon whoever heard of anyone being so nice to ur enemy ?
yup thts me.

but im still angry.
BOOOOOOOO

2007-02-09T21:21:00.000+08:00

i never encountered this kinda feeling before.
but all ends well:)

PRAISE THE LORD !:DDDD

i dunno why i feel this sense of attachment to u

2007-02-08T22:00:00.000+08:00

gooooooood luck for tml !

im so nervous i'll pee in my pants, change into a new pants,
then pee in it again

BOO !

2007-02-07T17:52:00.000+08:00

:(

dont u wanna be my friend anymore ?

:(((

2007-02-05T18:49:00.000+08:00

hello everybody:) i have a tablemate who is aka my bestfriend. she's zihan but her name is pronouced as zeeehaaaaan:)

all e above are not the point. the point is.
SHE BULLIES ME.

ok let's look at the evidence pls:)

just look at the poor me

im in paiiinnnnn

yes im dudiaoed

hahah:)

thts one of e rare few mad pics we have

i love her many many !:DD

yes somebody pon sch today, im not jealous lalala.
TO THT LALALA WHO PONNED SCH :

BOOOOOO YOU !
:)

2007-02-03T22:55:00.000+08:00

THANK YOU ALL:)

who gave me a lovely smth, called me, smsed me, wished me, sang me, testimonialed me, tagged me:D

i feel LOVED:)

tht was a few days ago.
today, i felt inferior.
my fingers totally shook way better than a jiggly jelly.
i must interact with my eb baby more

i own my baby ! NOT THE OTHER WAY ROUND

2007-01-31T22:17:00.000+08:00

i must say my last day as a 15yrold was quite fun !:D i spent it with hwee:DD bad thing was zee's not in sch today with me:(

in sch, hwee got tired so she

HAHA:)

after sch we took 51 to queenstown &we ate this kitkat icecream. i stained my uni even before i eat it._. &hwee's super amused evil nehnehpok la she

there was supposed to be another pic here but its too ugly i dowanna put it:p

on e bus to marinasq !

hahaha hwee is SPASTIC look at e way she grin !:D

ok she's desperately forcing herself to be normal:)

shoot we forgot to take pic in e arcade ! but i had quite a lot of luck playing today, coz tml is my special day:D

then hwee treated me to lunch at

:)

:D

2007-01-31T21:33:00.000+08:00

we went to esplanade &lie on e fake grass ! whoosh grass like a many pins &needles. i just cant freaking open my eyes !

hwee say i look like baby

still not opened enough..

:D but hwee keep saying i look man._.

dont take pic with hwee she got soooooo many comments !:p

I THINK THIS IS VERY NICE:D

rao i forgot to mourn for e ending of my 15th yr. but i had fun today thanks hwee i LOVE U !:D

2007-01-29T17:15:00.000+08:00

yes im still happy !:D today is a good good day ! i feel sooooooo good ! i hope this highness stay for e nxt few days !:)

WONDERFUL NIGHT YTD FABULOUS DAY TODAY !:) to be exact nth big happened. e day just went past like any other days.

BUT E DIFF IS HOW I LOOK UPON MY TODAY !:)

im soooooo happy, still !:DD

ok my boyfriend is super cute he's telling me about his swimming class today now. :)

2007-01-28T22:34:00.000+08:00

ALRIGHT IM SO HAPPY I WANNA SHOUT PRAISE THE LORD !

past few days i've been feeling rather out of control, &yada yada. so i was smsing songhua my thoughts. then in e bathroom i spoke my thoughts out loud. THEN FATHER CAME TO ME ! i was able to pray to Him in a clear state of mind again ! i havent been able to do tht for quite some time alr !

OH THE POWER &LOVE OF GOD.

:)) IM HAPPY HAPPY !

with Father,
all things are beautiful.

with Father,
everythg happens for a reason.

THANK YOU FATHER. FOR PUTTING ME BACK IN UR HANDS:))

<3

2007-01-28T21:30:00.000+08:00

SCREAM
this word so appeals to me right now.

what do u call a what who keeps saying what at whatever place &whatever time at whatever ppl ?

ok im just bored.

lemme give u a number. 4443. go buy 4D i think u have high chance of winning. coz i did 2 hw today &i wasnt even supposed to hand them in tml.

ok as i was saying i was just really bored.

but i really did my hw ok. be proud of me pls i need tht encouragement:)

2007-01-27T22:20:00.000+08:00

YOU. IT'S ALWAYS YOU.

I PROMISED MYSELF BUT IT'S STILL U. FISHHHHH. IM SO LOW I TOTALLY DESPISE MYSELF.

YOU, E GIRL TYPING THIS NOW. WENHUI SAYS SHE HATES U. WENHUI SAYS U TOTALLY DONT DESERVE HER.

who the hell am i even now ? im not wenhui. im not !

2007-01-26T21:55:00.000+08:00

this happened, but tht didnt happen ! so im not here not there. BOO faster sms me LAAAAAA.

my boyfriend:D

his socks were this length for one whole week. tsk asshole

day &hwee. i love zee's specs !

eating clan:D plus hwee who is not in here for dunno wad reason.

the 2 kids sitting in front

:)

:D we dont really mean it of course. she so rocks right irene:)

2007-01-24T18:26:00.000+08:00

this is to everyone who considers urself part of us.

i sound like im breaking down but rest assure im not. i believe tht at e end of e day e whole lot of us still can come tgt as one. work hard, play hard. instru or not. ppl say we're e biggest grp so its damn diff to be united. i dont deny yet at e same time i dont believe we cant prove them wrong.

to my sec 4s. we are graduating. it's coming sooner than we all realise. a few blinks of an eye &it will be syf. a few more blinks &we'll be gone.

to my juniors. we all love u. but i dont think some of ur realised tht. pls dont shut us away. make our last few months with ur, meaningful.

i believe we can do it &there are our snrs out there who believe as well. pls dont let us down.

pls. im not begging, im hoping.

2007-01-23T20:39:00.000+08:00

i dunno why i cant tag at my tagboard !! bzzt. anw this is to BreaK :
ask me about it bro:D

today is a high enough day. :)

but it will be better if my dad dont nag.

2007-01-22T16:29:00.000+08:00

sch today was quite entertaining:) yenchai chin look like a retarded ass la ! too bad i cant load e pic up now. but i WILL. i promise. its a miss it and regret like siao kinda picture:D

&WALAOOOOO I FORGOT TO BRING HOME THE DAMNED HUMANS JOURNALLLLLLLL. see, not tht i dowanna be guai. not my fault. blame my brains pls.

BOOOOOO HUMANS JOURNALLLLLLLL

i still think you deserves you more than me. i feel sorry.
sorry.

2007-01-20T19:24:00.000+08:00

sebastian sings smack that well:D

a big smile to all of u who tagged me >:))
i think it's time..

takkaire all !<3

u are so scary u know, u talk to me so little these days.
PLS FEEL BETTER SOON !:(

2007-01-19T21:39:00.000+08:00

im sorry.
for everythg i didnt do, for everythg i did wrong.

i am a failure.
i failed as a leader.
where am i leading my ppl to ? i dont see anywhere.

im so sorry i failed all of u. my ppl, my seniors.
everyone who trusted me.

i failed.
i dunno what to do now. all i can do these days is to hurl vulgarities at everybody.

i am a failure.
i've nv felt this helpless before.

like wad xq &hp said. ppl only give u attention when u say help.

so,
HELP.
help me to not be e failure tht i alr am.

help..

2007-01-18T20:11:00.000+08:00

these few days were quite mad with zee hwee &day. kinda liked it in sch. &I STILL LOVE VIJAY A LOT A LOT. she rocks stones rubies diamonds.

zee &i got matching foolscap pads !:D

she came to my hse ytd &took a photo of my bugs family:DD err e pig was their pet (according to her)
:)

my life's turning &crashing into everywhere anywhere. i lost control of it totally. i hate tht i want some control of my LIFEEEEEE !

lost friendships, lost relationships, lost maths ws. i have enough reasons to say tht life sucks a little, dont i ?

much crazy as my life in sch is, i am not happy.
not happy. :(

2007-01-16T20:48:00.000+08:00

all hail ! our newest v-club member !

SISTER RAAAAANDY !:D

talking about v-club. here's a picture of honour i took with our vm:)

aint she cute ! vm vm vm vm vm vm vm !:DDD

today after band, for some reason tht chai dunno, there were a lot of ppl who boarded 166. we were sooooo squashed tht we decided to take refugee at the steps

the words below tht green light says "no standing on steps". so i sit

our dear vm dont give much shit she just stand HAHA.
:)

I LOVE VIJAY ! I LOVE HER LOVE HER LOVE HER LOVE HER ! though i miss mranthonychan:(

right she's the cat &we're the mousessssss x10 to the power of 100000000.
rubbish !

2007-01-15T17:54:00.000+08:00

:( i feel so bad ! i think she totally deserves "it".

i am so angry at myself but i cant FREAKING HELP IT !:(

learn from randy.

***** *** *********** *** *** ***** **** ** ********* * * * *******.

except tht mine dont make sense.
ARGH

2007-01-14T16:05:00.000+08:00

kang : haha. okay nice concert! hehe. nice anot the saxophone ensemble? i keep glancing at you den you keep looking at n de.

HAHA ! man i was so near n during ensemble he USED MY FREAKING STAND ! okay im not huachi. i bet arnanti is SO jealous:D

fab concert fab pictures !:D

2007-01-14T16:00:00.000+08:00

SPARKSWINDS !:D

anthony:)

ARNANTI ! i love her:D

beatrice:)

2007-01-14T15:48:00.000+08:00

bro:D

chai !:D qms !:DD

chee:)

chee zamay:D

engkwan:)

2007-01-14T15:43:00.000+08:00

farhan:)

fauzi mich:))

fian:D

haikal:) qms !:D

huizhen:)

2007-01-14T15:35:00.000+08:00

jaime:)

jon:)

kang:D i look like im grabbing his -. but no. its his baritone

kathy:D

kiwi:)

2007-01-14T15:28:00.000+08:00

lester:D

melvin:D

mich !:D

peisi:) eflat players !:D

2007-01-14T15:22:00.000+08:00

ramdan:)

sarimi:D

wenjie:)

wenrui:)

2007-01-14T15:05:00.000+08:00

wensi:)

maid:)

awww

US !<3

2007-01-14T02:50:00.000+08:00

fab concert i had a blasting time ! gosh i enjoyed myself soooo much !:) i love everybody who came, especially more loves to ppl who gave me a little smth:D &chihyun &ppl for shouting my name ! hahahaha

i love everybody i am a happy girl ! i took a loooooooot of pics:D

2007-01-12T23:58:00.000+08:00

went to watch sch for scoundrels with zamay ytd:) oh i mean the day before. show's quite ok. poor man he ended up frying his own balls. tsktsk.

was raining quite a bit (&is still raining). but we still walked from here to there then there to here. nice talking &listening to him. talked a lot a lot:)

eh mich &i went to bathe straight after band today. some noobs went exclaiming "eh got ppl bathing leh got ppl bathing leh !" when they saw e two usually unused cubicle, used. NOOBS. nv see ppl bathe before ah. but we forgot to put back the pails &yada SORRY AUNTIE:/

tml's concert alr hope we'll be able to rock the hall:D
i mean today's concert. HAHAH

SPARKSWIND !:]

2007-01-09T22:05:00.000+08:00

im willing to sacrifice my slp for u, my friend.

either im repaying u for what i did (or did not) do,

or im starting to feel smth.

2007-01-09T20:40:00.000+08:00

whoa they really turned our bandroom upside down. hahaha saw some cute ones, kiampa ones, crazy ones, friendly ones, overly-friendly ones.

sigh sec1s these days. (I STILL CANT BELIEVE IM SEC4 ALR !)

hahah damn high finally saw our TOSCAS:) not using it for syf though. but i'll get some cheap thrills by using it for this sat's concert:p

dont wry my eflat &481023 babies ! i still love ur more:)

IM SEEING ARNANTI TML !:DD

HITOMI &JAPGRAFFFFFF ! rocking songs !:))))

2007-01-08T19:52:00.000+08:00

HAHA my 4L was recognised for full attendance of thermometers HAHAHA we were all so shocked &erherm. but we were all grinning like from ear to ear !

happy bdae huiyi ur bdae was ytd:)

happy bdae jiaying ur bdae was ytd ytd:D

not me.

2007-01-07T20:40:00.000+08:00

i dread concert. wonder what life wo alumni will become.

:( i might need to drop subj after all. to think i was still trying to say jiayou to those who have to.

damn what a fucking idiot i am

2007-01-07T10:43:00.000+08:00

yes im here again hahaha. call me a blogaholic but i guess msek's right after all.

we think a lot at e beginning &e end of the yr.

i read what i read. so uhm. there's no denying tht i miss the past. when ur are not graduates when ur are still very much part of us. i miss the times in hongkong.

now tht things turn out this way i cant help feeling im sitting on the fence. like u are so close to us so much so tht we love u a lot. yet he came back the other day &told us things tht made us love him a lot as well.

i rmb some entry in my previous blog. tht we cant sit on the fence for too long our ass will hurt so much we'll def end up on either side.

or smth along tht line.

now i wish im so fat tht e moment i sit on e fence i'll crush &make e fence disappear.

i. dunno what else to say alr. just tht, we all love God.

hahah i cant figure out what link tht has but it just came out.

i pray tht God bless us. to love one another e way He loves all of us. to minimise whatever hatred tht exist.

amen.

2007-01-06T23:08:00.000+08:00

im so hungry i just ate a bowl of maggi mee &am eating chicken rice now, while typing this.
love me priscilla:)

ok this is dedicated to priscillalee (i almost type another lee mui)
u stupid woman ! nv be worried about me not loving u. bcoz i'll always do as long as u love me. hahaha i feel like a les.

going on. i love u especially much when u say u'll be the pole to hold the world up should it crash on me one day:)

I LOVE U PRISCILLA.<3
i hope u're happy now hahah.

err anybody who's free on 3rd feb &has 10$ to spare, can go look for alex when he comes back on monday. sounds like a lot of $$ but i guess it could be quite fun. ohya i forgot to say wad is it for. HAHA. jjc carnival. yup

:DD

2007-01-06T14:27:00.000+08:00

hahaha im here again.

THIS BOY MADE MY DAY ! during e hols his bike crashed into some wall &i helped him fix it. he was so grateful &he wanted my no so tht he can call me e nxt time his bike crash HAHA. he's bout 10 ?

today i came home from piano he saw me he went jiejie ! do u rmb me u help me fix my bike ! hahaha

im so touched he still rmbs me. super heartwarming la im soooo happy now:D

plus i just did jieren some good so i feel double good now.
:)

2007-01-05T20:05:00.000+08:00

hahaha i dont feel like a sec4 at all, updating everyday. i still cant believe im so old alr shakes head.

today mschan was kinda mad. as in siao-mad, not angry-mad. hahaha kindof show us her crazy side. quite taken aback, but pleasant:)

i love zee she makes me feel so healthy coz i keep laughing with her ass around:D im so glad for her company this whole yr. last yr, lastlast yr lastlastlast yr. I LOVE U WOMAN !:D

jg reminds me of you.
i wanted to help u ytd but it turns out the other way in e end. thanks for being there i just love talking to u everythg just comes out like diarrhoea there's not much hesitation. hahah wrong but most suitable word to use.

sec4 life aint tht bad i guess.
yet.
nvm im happy coz i got zee:)

2007-01-04T20:15:00.000+08:00

IM HERE TO SAY I PASSED MY FREAKING RETESTS ! super relieved amaths was a stunner. chem was too, in another way:/

cheerups to ppl who have to drop subj. i dunno wad else to say coz its easier said than done.

but here's a jiayou for u anyway:)

&for me as well.

it's not meant for me i know

2007-01-03T20:27:00.000+08:00

sigh.

it is one of my big regrets. but wth use is there in regretting ? it's gone. i didnt know how to appreciate. im too late. 3yrs too late. there is alr someone who appreciates him more than i do. &probably he appreciates her more than he do me.

in any case im not even suppose to be entertaining this thought in the first place.

i admit im not somebody who keeps all my promises. but this is definitely one i'll try harder than anythg to keep. this promise to wenhui.

wenhui. i hear this so often everyday but when i say it out loud it suddenly sound so distant.

im not depressed just tht i saw &read some stuff tht set me thinking.

i wish i can call u my bestfriend i hope u can be my bestfriend

2007-01-02T21:49:00.000+08:00

heh heh heh camp was FUN. played dog &bone captball catch the light stick yada yada. i love everybody who made the night a wonderful one:)

i like z ! hahahaha i know he will nv read this so ya. wheeee he's so funny &he's - ! i like to sms him:D

sch is coming sooooooon; tml. ok la no hard feelings i guess.

i failed all my past few new yr resolutions. so im going to keep this one simple thus easiER to fulfil.

get a pretty grade for my Os.
:)

2006-12-25T23:04:00.000+08:00

i wont do this so often when sch reopens. not anymore.

i know this sounds ridiculous but i gotta love myself more.

so there.

2006-12-25T13:56:00.000+08:00

super fun christmas eve with irene gim jon randy &kiwi:) we bought them some stress balls &they got us soft toys. i got bugs bunny:D

played at marina arcade before walking around aimlessly. then most of e shops were closed alr so we went to the big space near some wheel in the water outside marina. youwei &songhua came to join us there:)

hahah we sat there &played loads of silly games &laughed like mad. randy was super amused by youwei. hahaha he so silly. there's a lot of other funny things but im too excited now i cant rmb much.

just tht it was very fun:)

let me give u some facts

1. irene can be very sexy
2. gim is very strong (lol)
3. jon &kiwi cannot speak clearly (thts why i keep saying huh)
4. randy laughs like a. erm. smth funny. lol

wheeeps im a lucky girl i always have fun christmas eves:D

MERRYCHRISTMAS EVERYBODY !

2006-12-25T13:27:00.000+08:00

i think its not too bad la hor. considering tht my art is f de.

the inside

by urs faithfully:)

from irene ! our beloved vm:D her gifts are so v HAHA. THANK U:)

bugs:D thank u jon:)

thank u gim &chai !:D

thank u hweeeee:D cute mr frosty lol

THANK U MAID(youwei) :D

2006-12-24T12:03:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA I AM SO HAPPY NOW !

the show is like super super nice liao la ! mygosh so swt.. im smiling to myself like an idiot now but WHO CARES ! rocks man. i love hwee for introducing me to tht show:D

i like chatting with -.
makes me smile.
makes me dont mind staying up in the wee hours of the night just chatting.
u rock:)

2006-12-22T22:25:00.000+08:00

went to alamak chalet for a while just now. talktalktalk quite a lot:)

i miss alamakees so much.

i hope im not leading - on. we're friends right ?

2006-12-21T13:05:00.000+08:00

zhikun &ernest had a rather amusing convo about ernest having a tuition at admirlty or not. HAHA laughed our asses off.

zhikun insisting ernest HAD tuition at admirlty.

ernest said he dont rmb having any, only those he had at HOME. pekcheked, he gotta drink sm water to cool down.

linlin amused:)

cant really see our faces (ok only mine) but e guys insist we took this to portray our height differences._.

comeon i used to be taller than all of them OK.

2006-12-21T13:01:00.000+08:00

&zhikun. hahah he damn funny ok

&linlin:) she's still as nice as ever

dang i forgot to take with ernest

2006-12-21T12:56:00.000+08:00

hahaha jl &i:D

this is our original height lol

2006-12-20T23:58:00.000+08:00

going out with linlin ernest jiongle &zhikun marks my time rocking:)

i felt super emo last night. &bloody blogger just have to lag.

this is a special post. my most, personal post i guess. it's in parts. so it wont look too long. i'll credit u if u finish reading lol

TWELVE THINGS I HAVE HARD FEELINGS ABOUT

2006-12-20T23:56:00.000+08:00

ONE.

we dont even seem to be like we're friends now. so it's ironical tht one of my life's greatest lesson comes from u. u always said tht everythg happens for a reason. u got tht drilled in my head &now it's smth i dont tink i'll ever forget

2006-12-20T23:55:00.001+08:00

TWO.

i cant believe im actually taking Os in less than a year. it feels like ytd when i first entered RV

THREE.

my totally untouched homework :O

2006-12-20T23:55:00.000+08:00

FOUR.

SYF. will we disappoint our snrs ? will we disappoint ourselves ? will we disappoint mschan ? will i disappoint myself ?:

FIVE.

stepping down in band. im still ok about it now but when e time comes i tink i will cry like mad:/

2006-12-20T23:54:00.000+08:00

SIX.

how am i going to survive thru nxt yr ?:/

2006-12-20T23:53:00.000+08:00

SEVEN

lost friendships. friendships tht has changed over time. its ironical tht time can be e angel tht heals, but also the devil tht separates

2006-12-20T23:52:00.001+08:00

EIGHT.

i wish time will freeze whenever i want it to be

NINE.

i've always not been very rich but this seems to be e time when i really could no longer afford luxuries tht are affordable to me say, a few months ago ?:F

TEN.

im getting sick of my imaginary friend. Father, pray You open my eyes to the ones around me.

2006-12-20T23:52:00.000+08:00

ELEVEN. christmas is my favourite festival. though i dont really celebrate it. but i dont get the feel when i walk thru shopping malls or as i watch those christmas-y shows. it's like a kid in me died. nvm i think i still have 10000000 of them inside me. SIGH

2006-12-20T23:33:00.000+08:00

TWELVE. THE last &most upsetting.

i really really really treat u as my bro. i've wanted a bro ever since i can rmb. then u appear. i pour everythg, i mean everythg to u. from the things tht makes me cry my heart out to stupid small happy things like finding my fave childhood doll. u know everythg. i told u everythg. i dont used to believe tht platonic rships really exist. but now i do. u are my bro &i am ur sis. until recently i find myself distancing from u God knows why. i start to avoid u. i dunno whattheheck is happening. &the saddening thing was tht u actually put a smiley face at the back of tht sms. is this the end ? wtf is happening bro ? i dunno

2006-12-18T16:55:00.000+08:00

playing pool with melvin lester &engkwan is the best entertainment u can ever ever get. HAHA splendid afternoon ytd. woohoo woohooooo.

i love my piano teacher she got the wonderfullest scores in the universe !

2006-12-17T00:32:00.000+08:00

i feel super restraint now. life is full of ups &downs.

well im waiting for my ups. i need them desperately now.

it's lying there so dead. wad happened to the liveliness it used to have ?

wads happening ?

2006-12-16T11:27:00.000+08:00

ohya jiazu reminded me. HAHAHA.

LLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL. new dance steps. LOL.

we rock. lol i hope priscilia dun come &see this

even if she does. dont wry priscilia we still love u many many

:D

2006-12-15T20:28:00.000+08:00

U DONT THINK U BIG THEN U BIG AH.
fish im effing pissed. how do i even come to respect u in the first place.

&U. i hate coincidences like this. im beginning to see u not shuang. SO STOP GIVING ME UR FUCKED UP FACE.

fine la i admit all these might just be groundless accusations. but i need to feel better. i'll apologise if im really wrong. but for now.

ur are just two ultrasmelly stinking fishes.

lalala i love the siaos. we laughed super lot today. there was this grp of ppl whom i assume was jealous of our laughter. they said tht we were cheebyes okay ! zzzz get a life.

bzzzzt just imagining ur faces gives me the creeps.

I AM P P P P PISSEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

screw u.
&u

2006-12-14T13:14:00.000+08:00

oh i just rmbed.

REMY ONG ! rocking bowling guy. though he didnt win. REMY ONG !

:D

2006-12-12T20:22:00.000+08:00

im dying by the hour.

ARGH STUPID YOUTUBE.

im dying by the minute.

IM YAWNING LIKE S* MY JAWS HURT.

im dying by the second.

I DIDNT TOUCH MY HOMEWORK AT ALL.

okay on a not so heavy note,
we all had fun at jec today. lol i feel like im sinning but. it doesnt hurt to entertain ourselves OCCASIONALLY right.

like totally.

im dead.

2006-12-11T18:56:00.001+08:00

im feeling sticky all over now.

as well as antisocial

:D

2006-12-10T00:04:00.000+08:00

i think today was not too bad. bought the black dog chain bwahaha bet bigchai is super jealous. okay dunid bet she is. :D

laughed super lot with &at leswer during combine:D
leswer &meowin bought these lovely chains from korea. THANK YOUS. although ur said im a monkey.

my favourite ppl today are bigchai, bibelle, melvin, lester, xinhui, arnanti, youwei
:)

i wanted to dedicate smth to songhua here but since he nv visits this place i shall forget about it.

one year ago
it's so unforgettable.

2006-12-07T17:04:00.000+08:00

picture of the day lol an na is amusingggggg.

went to do cip today. okay la not too bad. though i still dont feel bad for not going ytd heh heh heh. i got super amused by this sentence
"i like to paly fookball"
alright dont say tht im bad coz im not teasing tht kid who wrote tht. im amused coz hwee say it in a super amusing way.

ytd was funny. we're supposed to do cip at spring building which is near ganengseng pri. we thought we're doing cip at ganengseng._. hwee &i went in super paiseh okay. in the end we just skipped the whole thing totally.

on the way to tiongbahru plaza hwee almost got robbed. by this stupid guy who bcom humji in the end._. stupid asshole traumatize us like toooooot.

im super happy now i finally got a few songs i've been wanting like "!" ! plus hwee intro me this nice drama to watch on youtube:D

here's a big shoutout to my beloved ZEE !
I MISS U A LOT WOMAN IM TELLING U CUT SHORT UR STAY AT HAINAN LAHHHHHH !

&also to any kLarinutters who happen to read this before tml.
dont forget about our date tml during lunchtime !

okay im going to start this favourite ppl of the day thingy.

my favourite ppl for today will be
hwee (fookball), an na(amuse me), zee(keep giving me testim), stead &heling(for frequenting my blog)

HAHA i rock

2006-12-05T20:47:00.000+08:00

looks abandoned at imm hahah. super huggable pls !

yuhua pop rocked.

so does my newbestfriend:D

but amaths today dont seem much diff compared to eoy. BOO.

had a great time at imm with the siaos today.

alright, past few days have been rocking:)

NO MORE RETESTS !!!!!!!!!!!
ohyeahhh ohyeahh ohyeahohyeahohyeahh !
(while doing williamhung's shebangs action)

yes so many things worth happying about so i am happy ! plus i finally dl my live messenger SONGS-FOR-ME-TO-KOP HERE I COMEEEEE

2006-12-05T06:51:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a funny day. sort of. anw i love my new bestfriend ! rocks.

2006-12-02T22:33:00.000+08:00

i was happy. until the stupid b- brought me down.

am i over reacting or wad.

bzzzzt

OBOEFLUTE SOLO FROM CONCERTMARCH

2006-12-01T20:30:00.000+08:00

:?

tht solo(s) made me think, &remember.

hurts.

------------------------------

cant believe hols are halfway over alr:/

oh i just got the news tht my uncle &aunt in the us are expecting their 8th child. like O.O

cant wait to see my new cousin:)

2006-11-30T22:27:00.000+08:00

oh ya went to buy camp stuff with mich chai xueqiang on tues. amusing:)

SO CUTE RIGHT ! hahahaha we really really didnt pose for the pic we just did it tgt naturally ! ROCKING QMS:D

our 100 apples:)

&100 bananas:)

i look like a health freak with 200 fruits in my giant trolley hahaha

2006-11-30T18:58:00.000+08:00

yay band camp was :D. quite successful luh thk God it didnt rain:) i love clarinets ! think our section item is entertaining enough:) i love my grp FISH. we have this fab cheer we won ytd coz we have a fab mentor heh heh heh:D cleared the ashes with big chai today. kinda fun.

I LOVE ONGHWEEEEEE:]

i hate window shopping. walked round queensway with song dunno how many thousand times &he didnt get to buy his sneaks in the end. BOO.

oh yes. HAPPY BELATED BDAE TO MY SCB !:)

tml's my sister's bdae !

oh ya. i ate my FIRST cha2 ye4dan4today. lol its nice:D

here's wishing all ppl who're taking retest lots of luck beforehand !
GOOD LUCK.
to me too.

2006-11-27T19:51:00.000+08:00

lol oops the cables are at home all the time sorry for my pissified face dad.

KISSES:D

the guys doing their taopok lol

i have pictures of irene acting cute lol i shall ask her tml if i can post them here.

fingers crossed !:)

2006-11-27T18:42:00.000+08:00

i was watching playhouse disney with my sis today. it just hit me hard tht real life could never be as simple &happy. sure it's just cartoon. but i long for tht kinda simplicity. where things as small as finding an apple can brighten up the whole of ur day.

maybe it's time i grow up &face life.

anw im happy enough today i bought my hothits2007. rocking:D

band ~~day~~camps starting tml. hope everythg goes well:)

im going to maskingtape away my name e nxt time i wear 3L cls t zzzz.

ARGH MY DAD TOOK AWAY THE CABLEEEEEEE
> pissified face.

eh this is such a random post.

IM HAPPY COZ MY MMMMMMM IS ENDING.

i feel random today.

yes somebody go step up with me leh i know im lag but im certain im not the only lag one. comeon comeon comeon

BOO few more days before i wont be bored at night anymore:/

i miss my prisch friends so much !

okay this is a totally random post.